Wish You Were Here


I_will_survive___by_Zanauardian

On the edge of tomorrow

When you will be tormenting all my ideas

I will keep on breaking my nerves

And you would be busy refraining persona

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No matter where my soul would be burning

I will attempt to measure this longest distance

You could run, and run forever

Take a nap and continue breaking disturbance

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On this age of rain

I dig out the old pages just to preserve souvenir

I see you with my blinking eyes

And wish you were here!

Numb


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Numb

There is always one thing

About being happy all the time,

Either you really are

Or you fake it so wise.

I meet people,

Greet them when they tweet,

Treat them nice

But try to be less reactive.

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I look into their eyes,

Can identify expressions, actual or phony

And I usher both of it

With my controlled smiley.

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I wonder when they would catch me and debrief

Will ask why do I act so numb?

The answer would make them puzzled

Coz I always try to observe.

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People come and go from my life,

Leave so many questions.

I never, ever express to them

That I know the reason.

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All those changing faces around,

I can’t handle it in proportion.

So, instead of showing myself alone,

I live in moments, cheer it and deprive emotion!

A Message for you


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A Message for you

I had nothing in my life,

No goal, no clear vision.

Whenever I tried to look for future

I always lost myself in the fumed environ.

Then I met you, got to see ‘just do it’ vibe,

Your routine, simple but ‘Wow’ life style in imperfection

 

Even though you did nothing for me,

I seek for new divine wave illustration.

I had new energy and power

And I coped with my failure, became better person.

 

The way you see the people,

It cleared all my misconception.

 Now, I understood this rat-race

Which never meant to fail us, it is an illusion.

 

I was amazed by people’s achievements,

Among them I felt little, a man with impossible ambition!

And strange but funny thing for me was

You blessed me with all your appreciation.

I felt alive, rooted for fresh chapter

And I saw you in my imagination.

 

Tomorrow we might be in different places

But my heart will always believe in your perception.

I don’t think I could write more words,

Just wanted to convey a message ‘You are my inspiration’!

Struggle to Survive


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Struggle to Survive!

Precious moment of my failure raga,

I reckoned to emphasize on my artistry.

They came in bunches and battled with me,

I decided to never break down in my territory.

 

The time was very difficult

But I had to face my fear bravely.

In a moment, the frustration lingered into my brain,

I was puzzled whether to fight or stop anonymously

 

Lots of people around were walking, talking,

All this noise annoyed me continuously.

I covered my both ears and shouted all over the world,

Ran like hell and laughed till my tears came out rapidly.

 

I looked everywhere for help,

Found nothing but defeated bunch of losers.

Suddenly, one gorgeous girl with blood stained face,

Extremely tired, smiled at me and went back to fight, pleaser!

 

I was exhausted, feeling sleepy,

So, pushed my body down and closed my eyes, me dreamer!

And I saw phenomenal lightening coming from white leaf tree,

One loud voice intruded into my eardrum, ‘oh fight you waster!’

 

I opened my eyes, enlightened,

I saw the same girl, struggling but looking at me.

I smiled at her and lifted my determined sword,

Hoped in again to the battlefield and kept myself free!

Excerpts from a girl diary


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Excerpts from a girl diary

Dear Diary,

<1>

You know when you watch a dream,

You want every single thing to be perfect.

It doesn’t matter it’s big or small,

You just have to keep pushing with your racket.

<2>

I have this very common dream like any other girl,

One day I want to become a queen.

Even though I am confused about my future

But I still want to flow with the stream.

<3>

I have very tiny, little feeling about him,

Ssshhh… He has no idea about all this.

You know like all boys, he is stupid,

So I play along and capture moments with him.

<4>

He seems very addressable to me

And also adorable when he looks at me.

I don’t know what he thinks about me

But I wish someday he would propose me.

<5>

Some days back he asked me for a coffee

But at the last moment, he called and said sorry.

I didn’t understand the whole incident,

Was it me or something really happened, oh darling!

<6>

I really wanted to skip this sad part

But oh dear, sweet diary, you have all rights to know.

So Other day, I was walking off the road, got a call

And I heard his voice, felt like someone played favourite song,

“I know you love me and I love you too

Please be happy, because I don’t live on earth anymore.”

<7>

Oh dear friend diary,

I can’t write much, I should better go now,

My tears are smudging my blood written words,

Just keep this secret inside you,

I had no choice but leave this lonely world.

Emotion Turned Orange


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Second and final chapter of Emotion turned black Click here .

Emotion Turned Orange

I knew this would come to my basket

But, will you sing this with me on a rhyme?

I happen to know the secret

So, will you spell my peculiar ‘S-M-I-L-E’?

 

I am kind of straight forward

So just simply answer it clear, why?

My busyness will be processor for success jar

Will you teach me how to amplify?

 

Back in the past,

When my black emotion turned blue

I seek for happiness inside

Where I found all flamboyant coloured friends, it’s true!

 

I raised my ‘rum-pum’ sense of music

And geared up my ‘rushed up’ leg on the floor

First they stared at me but later joined the party

That’s how an elegant tinker tale teller was born.

 

Eventually, I hugged the rainbow

Took out the tiny elusive brush, amen!

Paint my reason yellow

And dip my emotion in orange

Now, I, a busy man,

Full of drama,

Living a passionate life,

Never have time for trauma!

Paint The Emotion Black


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Paint The Emotion Black

I don’t want to pry

But will you tell me the reason?

I have no money to buy

But will you sell me the emotion?

 

I kind of lost the connection

Will you help me to find out why?

My simplicity gives me complexion

Will you teach me how to comply?

 

Back in the past,

Suddenly, I was kicked from the friendship tree,

I kept on smiling to let them take me back

But they never had time to listen to my plea.

 

On the tip of musical chanter

My words got out of sync, ah sweet!

They judged the whole scenario dubiously,

Instantaneously started calling me creep.

 

Eventually, I leapt myself up

And searched for the magic colour,

I painted my reason blue

And mixed my emotion with black dropper.

Now, I, a simple man,

Out of eagerness,

Living a normal life

In the numbness.

Second Chapter Emotion turned Orange click here